screw it

Naaalala mo pa ba mga sinulat mo sa RC handbook ng mga kaklase mo habang graduation practice?
Naaalala mo pa ba chorva mo noong highschool?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung pa’no mo sinasabing kayo forever ng chorva mo?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang katakawan ng klase niyo?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga pagkain sa christmas party niyo?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga programs niyo sa school?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang mga nangyari sa programs na yun?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga napanalunan niyong mga contest?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga teachers mo?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung sinong mga teacher ang nakagalitan ka?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung sinong mga teacher ang natutuwa sa’yo?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang mga subjects na kamuntik mo nang ibagsak?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang intrams?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang mga booths na nakatayo tuwing intrams?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang celestial?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung sinong isinayaw mo nun ng slow?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung sinu-sino ang mga inasar sa’yong may crush daw sa’yo?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga mga crush mo?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga nagbigay sa’yo ng rosas o/at tsokolate noong Valentine’s?
Naaaalala mo pa ba mga binigyan mo ng rosas o/at tsokolate noong Valentine’s?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang prison booth?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang patok na patok na booth na may bisikliteng pinarerentahan?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang retreat?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang kwento ng mga buhay buhay ng mga kaklase mong noon mo lamang narinig?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga inuman noon?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung saan nagaganap ang mga inuman na yun?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga nangyayari sa tuwing nag-iinuman?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga kinaiinisan mo noon sa klase?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang tropa mo nung 1st year? 2nd year? 3rd year? eh nung 4th year?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang JS Prom?
Naaalala mo pa ba suot mo nun?
Naaalala mo pa ba sapatos na suot mo nun?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung saan ka nagpaayos nun?
Naaalala mo pa ba yung pagkain nung JS?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung sino mga nakasayaw mo nun?
Naaalala mo pa ba ang graduation?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung umiyak ka?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung sinong mga niyakap mo noon?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung sinong mga kinamayan mo noon?
Naaalala mo pa ba buong pangalan ng lahat ng mga naging kaklase mo?
Naaalala mo pa ba mga kinuhanan mo ng college entrance exam?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung saan saan ka pumasa?
Naaalala mo pa ba unang araw mo sa kolehiyo?
Naaalala mo pa ba una mong kinausap nung nasa kolehiyo ka na?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung kailan una mong ikinwento ang tungkol sa highschool mo sa mga college friends mo?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung kailan mo huling inalala ang mga ito?
Naaalala mo pa ba kung kailan kayo huling nagkita-kita ng mga kaibigan mo nung high school?

Marami pa. Marami pang dapat alalahanin. Marami pa nga siguro akong hindi naisama dito. Eto ang nangyayari kapag habang naghihintay ka magbagong taon eh binuklat mo ang mga lumang sulat, handbook at yearbook mo. Mapapaisip ka. Matatawa. Tas magtataka, bakit nga ba hindi kami nagkikita-kita, o kaya ‘di ko na nakita mukha nung isang yun ah, ano na kaya nangyari dun? Kailan kaya kami makukumpleto?” Tamo, itry mo. Haha.

May maliit na party daw ang hannibal, IS. Sa Jan 3-4, sa farm nina M.A.E. 3pm daw magkikita kita sa Rob Imus. Marami-rami sana ang makapunta.

Byan! Moya! Jen! Patty! Mira! Pauline! Chelsie! Regine! Riel! M.A.E! Ren! Paulo! Ricky! Jenny! Joed! Jecka! JP! Karen! Min!

Sa lahat ng nakainuman! Maging isang beses lang. Sana maulit muli.

Miss ko na. talaga. kayo. tayo.

Magbukas ka pa ng tuna
at kukulangin ang isa
Maglabas ka pa ng baso
at tatagayan ko kayo

Pahingi naman ng yosi
at pa-abot ng pansindi
Maghanap ka na ng pwesto
akong bahala sa inyo

Chorus:

Tama na ‘yan inuman na
Hoy pare koy tumagay ka
nananabik na lalamunan
naghihintay nag aabang

May mag jo-joke sabay kampay
biglang inom sabay dighay
kwentuhan na walang saysay
tawanan na walang humpay

Pang drinking marathon ang laban
tuloy-tuloy lng ang inuman
Medyo may amats na ako
O.K lng ‘yan Pareho tayo

la la la la la la lasing…
la la la la la la lasing…

    I’ve read past emails and letters from
this particular old "friend". It contained our arguments throughout
our entire "friendship." And the entire time I was reading these
letters/emails; I couldn’t help but say, "man, we had a lot to fight
about." As I was going through it, i saw how stupid, how pathetic and how
ridiculous my letters to this friend were. My tone was easy and calm when I was
supposed to be furious. I even tried to say sorry for pouring out all my hurt
feelings after everything that friend has done to me! I sounded like a sick
slave asking for forgiveness from his master just because he had too much of
the food eaten or over slept a little after working his ass off all day! It was
pathetic! But then, I tried to rationalize it, apparently this was what I was
feeling when I wrote that letter.. I wanted that friendship to work. I wanted
to fix whatever was wrong. I thought we both had made our own mistakes that led
us to this. But truth is, it was just my way of covering up the real dirt.
    And now, I have another friend who is in the same position
as I was a year ago. She does not seek my advice or opinion. As much as I want
to butt in, that is not my place. I just do hope that she figures sooner than I
did what the real deal was and save her time from covering up and rationalizing
the mistakes her partner has made. She has been doing that way too long. I have
done that way too long. And may I say that it has not done me any good.

Is it me trying to spare her the pain or me being selfish?

Wee! I’m finally 18! though it kind of doesn’t make much of a difference.. I had a good time with our little celebration and i hope my guests did too. I feel so thankful for everyone who came and all their efforts to get to our place. Sincerest gratitude to the people who helped me out on preparing for the celebration, the people i kept on bugging asking whether this is good enough or if people would like this or that. I don’t want to name names anymore because i might leave someone out and i wouldn’t want that, would I? I finally got most of my friends together and that for me was the best part, to celebrate that day with people i truly care for. Thanks everyone! This is just a little update for my blog because not much has been happening. hehe. Argh, anyway. I’m really really thankful, specially to my parents who gave out so much effort. My mother and cousin did all the cooking and it was surely exhausting for them but it still turned out to be great! The food tasted amazing! haha.. I ate with 3 plates in front of me, woops.  haha.  So i guess this is it, i just really really want to express how thankful i am and i know that this blog isn’t enough but at least it’s a start,=p

Nagdala ng mga manghuhula ang pinsan ko sa condo. Sila kasi yung part sa pamilya na sobrang naniniwala sa pamahiin at hula hula. Nakisabit na rin ako nang simulan nilang basahin ang mga palad ng kamag-anak ko. So far, eto naman ang sabi ng manghuhula:

Bata pa raw ako kaya magbabago pa raw mga guhit ng palad ko.

Ingatan ko raw ang health ko (bakit kaya, katakot..)

At ang pinaka nakaagaw ng atensyon ko, mag-ingat raw ako, mayroon daw akong kaibigang maninira sa akin. Isang malapit na babaeng kaibigan ang magpapakilala sa akin ng lalaki at sisiraan at ichichismis ako. Hmmm…sino kaya.. nabibilang naman ang malalapit kong mga kaibigan. hehe.

Iyon lang, sharing. Makapag-update man lang ng blog. =p

I cry every time someone passes away but it’s not the loss of that person that makes me cry, it’s the hurt I see in the eyes of those who were left behind.

WE ARE NOW TO APPLY THE Latest beatitude”,
….BLessed are those who pLunder for they wiLL be pardoned”,

http://inquirerbloggers.net/voxpopuli/2007/09/23/erap-pardon-mockery-of-justice/

lapit na season 5 ng lword!!! weee!! excited na ko! haha..
will bette and tina get back together??
according to the cast:

They’ve grown so much already while they were apart. They shouldn’t get back together.
Tina is moving on and Bette is wondering if she has moved on.
Why did they break up in the first place????

woo, sobrang magkakaiba sinasabi ng cast. hehe.. wala lang.

Oil wrestling
pot browny party

katuwa!! wala lang, hehe..

It's October againLeaves are coming downOne more year's come and goneAnd nothing's changed at allWasn't I supposed to be someoneWho can face the things that I've been running from...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdownLet me fall, even if I hit the groundAnd if I...Cry a littleDie a littleAt least I know I lived, just a little...

I've become much too good at being invincibleI'm an expert at play it safe, and keep it coolBut I swear this isn't who I'm meant to beI refuse to let my life roll all over me...

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdownLet me fall, even if I hit the groundAnd if I...Cry a littleDie a littleAt least I know I lived, just a little...

I wanna be somebodyI, I wanna be somebodyI wanna be somebodyI, I wanna be somebody who can face the things that I've been running from

Let me feel, I don't care if I breakdownLet me fall, even if I hit the groundAnd if ICry a littleDie a littleAt least I know I lived...

It's October againLeaves are coming downOne more year's come and goneAnd nothing's changed at all