screw it

I did my bestBut I guess my best wasn't good enoughCause here we are Back where we were beforeSeems nothin' ever changesWe're back to being strangersWondering if we ought to stay Or head on out the door

Just once...

Can't we figure out what we keep doin' wrongWhy we never last for very longWhat are we doin' wrong

Just once...

Can't we find a way to finally make it rightTo make the magic last for more than just one nightIf we could just get to itI know we could break through it(Hmm hmmmm)

I gave my allBut I think my all may have been too muchCause Lord knows we're not gettin' anywhereSeems we're always blowin'Whatever we've got goin'And it seems at times with all we've gotWe haven't got a prayer

Just once...

Can't  we figure out what we keep doin' wrongWhy the good times never last for longWhere are we goin' wrong

Just once...

Can't  we find a way to finally make it rightTo make the magic last for more than just one nightI know we could break through itIf we could just get to it

(Bridge)Just onceI want to understand.....Why it always comes back to goodbyeWhy Can't we get ourselves in handAnd admit to one anotherWe're no good without each otherTake the best and make it betterFind a way to stay together

Just once.....

Can't  we find a way to finally make it right (Whoa)Make the magic last for more than just one nightI know we could break through itIf we could just get to it

Just Once.....

Whoa oh, we can get to it

Just Once.....

it’s been a while..hai..things are pretty screwed up. It’s not that i create a blog just when things are screwed up..in fact, a lot of crappy things happened and none of you heard of it, not that any of you are interested..waahh..huhu.. I just don’t know what to do it anymore. It’s like I haven’t done anything right this entire year.
What do you do when a person you thought you knew turns out to be someone else? huhu..pretty scary.. surprised, shocked, disappointed.. You just don’t know how to react..or rather i didn’t know how.. I didn’t expect it..i didn’t know that all of that was in her/him. We just grew into each other’s systems so much that it knocked me off when ’stuff’ happened. Hai, i guess none of you understand me, hell, i don’t even know if anyone is reading this. I wished I had someone to talk, just someone to tell everything, no restrictions..hai.. I used to have someone like that but i guess you just really can’t keep something so good..WHy are good things never meant to last?????why????why???why????huhuhu…have i been a bad person??? why do bad things happen to good people???haha..(just ate dinner)

hahahaha…i just embarassed myself..one more time ellein!! i sent a pm to my tooot’s brother..i was becoming all senti and sad then turns out it was the brother!! gosh..I’ve got no face to face(?wala nang mukhang ihaharap? hahaha)my toot’s family..hahaha..goodness gracious..huhu..ready to die now..somebody please kill me..NOW! I’ve got no more dignity left..you just ripped it all out of me..it’s so unfair..

Haiii….anyway..waaahhh.this window has been open for about 3 hours and i’m not even done yet, i haven’t even written a long composition..weird..anyway..i’m lying alone with my head on the phone, hahaha..hai..hope everything would turn out fine..i’m tired and i don’t know if i can still go on with it..I guess what i really need is just a little push, a push strong enough to make me decide that it’s all worth it.. somebody give me that freaking push..i do want to make it, i just don’t know if i can..

I guess this is enough..i don’t want to say anything else..huhu.. bye..